When you drop your errors you will know the truth. – Anthony DeMello
As I uncover my delusional process, I see how truly “insane” I can be. It’s more than taking the first drink, it’s more than the crazy things I did while drinking, and it’s more than doing the same thing over and over again – expecting different results. Insanity is believing two things that oppose one another.
I can see that the recovery process is a continual process that is like gardening. I recently reread The Parable of the Weeds (Matthew13:24-30) that shed some light on what is going on with me. Jesus said not to pull the weeds while the good seed is still a seedling – to let them grow side by side until the good seed is a strong vine – to pull the weeds at the time of the harvest. The lies inside of me are the weeds.
Unmasked Excerpt
Becoming Human
April 1, 1998
Paige Thomas DeHart 
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