Paige Thomas DeHart

I feel prompted to “capture” this moment, but this is definitely a day when I do not want to capture myself. I want to lose myself. I am sick of my self.  

I have been struggling. I am still attached to the need for recognition: to the need to “make my mark;” to the belief that I am nothing unless I do something or be somebody “special”….like there is such a thing.

I just do not want to own these shadows; yet another part of myself that I hate. It is all just a Catch-22: I hide, the hiding causes pain, the discovery is too painful, I hide….ad infinitum. Thank God for being Jesus.

Unmasked Excerpt