On some level I have believed all anger was “wrong.” Last night I prayed and asked what to do with my anger and I was told “USE IT TO TAKE RIGHT ACTION.”
The other day I had an intense meditation where I hit a deep pocket of old pain. I asked what it was and I was told that it was my “FEAR OF BEING OPEN AND VULNERABLE.” I thought that meant I had a fear of being open and vulnerable in a sweet sort of way; like I do with my husband sometimes. I now realize that it is also a fear of speaking up and standing up for the truth.
I understand in the program that when we are “defending our rights” we are usually rationalizing, but I think that this is different; it is older. It is more like standing up and defending what is right: period.
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