I have evened out over my husband’s ordination. I have prayed and sought clarity and I see that I do not feel led to seek ordination at this time. I am supposed to continue to put my energy into my studies and spiritual growth and to write/edit the book.
I guess I just got jealous, but now I see that I cannot do everything at once and getting Hope past toddler-hood is the priority. I can accept that.
What a conflict to believe in your heart of hearts that you are destined to be a spiritual leader while being a suburban housewife and the mother of a toddler. Either I am a nut or God has a hilarious sense of humor (or both).
I came to terms with a new truth this morning. I see that all of that “do the opposite of your own best thinking” stuff in A.A. is another myth. Doing things differently is not necessarily doing things oppositely. What’s really necessary is to look at the opposites, compare the two extremes, and then find the middle; the truth.
We have spent 3000 years debating the definition of reality rather than experiencing reality in a way that leads to what God wills. I guess the purpose of time in the first place is to waste it (or use it for this process). It is definitely time to start putting our beliefs into action so that we humans can discern what we need to do in order to save the planet and to perpetuate the race.
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Paige Thomas DeHart 
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