“Maturity is wanting nothing but what we see with the purity of our heart.” – Hugh Prather
This is the longest I’ve probably ever gone without creating a crisis and I’d say it’s been about ten days.
I realized something the other day that really blows my mind; living doesn’t hurt any more. The wounds are healing.
I live in a different world today and I am a different person and I am so grateful for that. Today, I am a person that the old me would have absolutely hated. I’m everything that I always believed that I never wanted to be.
I can see now that all of that anger and non-conformity was really a mask for my pain from tremendously low self-esteem. Rather than admit that I felt so less-than, I just lashed out and hated everyone and told myself that I didn’t want to be a “part of.”
I am finally “a part of” my own life.
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Paige Thomas DeHart 
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